When you're feeling love's unfair...You just ask the lonely.

Tonight's a bad night. Been in a bad mood, been fighting a lot with everyone. Crying, yelling and now I'm just tired. I know I always say I'm tired...but that's because I really am. I always do so much in one day that by the end of it...I'm totally exhausted.

I really hope we don't get any snow or ice...or anything of that matter. I'm glad I have the day off tomorrow to start packing and try to relax a bit.

On a brighter note, I lost 4 lbs this week! That is really exciting to me, but for everyone else they could give two shits unless I actually looked thinner and attractive. You can hardly tell that I've even lost anything since I started. Oh well, this is my journey and no one else's. 

The guy upstairs is doing his laundry and 10:30pm. I'm super excited about this because now I'll have to listen to him do his laundry while I'm trying to sleep! I can't wait to get out of this shithole.

I really hope life gets a little more easier sometime soon...knowing my luck it probably won't. But I'm really hoping that it does.

Goodnight, falling asleep at my keyboard.